The day my world caved in

Today I found out that the parents I have had for the past 34 years of my life aren't my biological parents. All this after a very trying time watching my dad through his very sudden passing. In other words I am adopted. My life and the shit that has happened since July 2001 has come full circle. Everyone around me knew, I was the only fool who wasn't invited to his own birthday party. I have lost all hope.